Worries and Anxieties

Wanting my life to be free from negative thoughts, yet I could not help but feel this way now. It seems like my confidence is slowly fading away. Leaving me trampled and grasping. These instances lead me into looking at myself more. I was indeed taken over by such emptiness. Again asking the questions “where am I now?… what have I gained from life?”

Nothing.
Nowhere.

Fears and worries starts to enclose my being. It’s not about phobia. It’s about imperfections that I carry. Something that I hated about myself. Oh well… enough.

[creeps in the corner and wallows in self-pity]

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2 Comments

  1. Rache said,

    April 2, 2007 at 10:58 pm

    I’ve just recently started reading your blog… I’ve had a lot of those, fears and worries, and in fact having more right now. But like I always tell myself, this too shall pass. We do not know when or how, but it will.

    And for whatever it is I lack, I have my two kids. If that still doesn’t work, just remember that you have gone this far… you can go further.

  2. cza said,

    April 3, 2007 at 1:21 am

    i agree, i know this is just one of those when you can’t help but feel this way. tomorrow would be another day. thanks for the good words. have a nice day!


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